I'm scared. Ican't see...and I'm going to have a baby. What am I going te dO?
Everyone's offering t help me but its still sary. I don't know what to do. I have such horrible dreams and I can't sleep. Iwake up shakingor crying...and there's nothing I can do...

I dn't know wha the video looks like...but there are a lot of people in it because I needed help to see.
ANd everyone asked me qustions like I wantd to answer.

In Japan they aked all about the rape...liek I wanted to talk about it I never did.
I need help

My head's stopped spinning and I feel a lot better than I did before. Feels like I've landed, so to speak, not so up-in-the-air about everything. It's a good feeling.
Mainly because I've had a lot of help this past week.
Lyn-san: Thank you so much for all your help. It means a lot considering how much effort you must be putting into it all. And it must be hard for you to keep up with me sometimes. We'll work something out about all this you and I, maybe it'll end well for us both.

Tsukasa-san: Not sure I can sum up what I want to tell you in a few sentences but thank you so much for taking care of me...it means so much to me. You mean a lot to me. Yes, I am happy with you and I always will be. You take care of me even though you don't have to and it alway touches me that you concern yourself with me at all. You know how much it means to me and you know how much you mean to me.

Haner-sama: Thank you for listening to me...just talk. Most adults look over my head quite literally. I hope everything turns out beautiful for you and your family. You'll be a good father.

To any Headmaster: I hate to ask with all the room changes that have been happening...but is there any way that Tsukasa-san and I could room together? He's been helping me out with day-to-day things that I just can't see for myself to do...and Yume, my seeing-eye-dog, just can't do everything for me...she can't press buttons and open doors.

To the rest of my friends, thank you for being with me and being around me. I don't think I'd be anywhere near what and who I am today without your support.

~*Takanori Nishikawa*~